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2006-09-04T23:51:00.001-07:00

ok..so tml is my bdae. lolz! Though i dun really expect anyting much. hmm..i really dun expect anything much.

Ok..surf the net and realised that the crocodile hunter, just died. Tragic lor, being stung by a stingray. hmm. i have lots to say, but not now. my birthdae is tml so i shall wait until my birthdae is over.

2006-09-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

2006-08-25T23:31:00.000-07:00

Am I trying to chase everyone away den i will be happy?? I really dunno what the heck is wrong with me. Having real serious negative thinkings, cant be bothered with alot of things. Really very very tired. I know u cant even be bothered with me. The same goes to almost everyone. Having to read those letters of "friends forever" type of letter, HA!! Those are bullshit. I feel like returning those letters.

2006-08-04T20:14:00.000-07:00

Hmm, I had not touch any handphone for a month and one week. Wow, so we can SURVIVE without handphones. Anyway, I must write this entry to remember what happened today. WARNING: The following may not be suitable for innocent and naive people, but if you want to learn more about suaning people, please carry on reading. =).

I cannnot understand why I cant mix with my classmates, while i seem to be with a much more closer term with other classes. I wouldn't know whether they are acting or what, but it is fine if they are acting to be nice to me. I certainly not mind any of it. Seriously, I have been waiting to say all these stuffs to some of my classmates, but of cuz, I HAVE to be "KIND" to them. Firstly, there is this guy, Z, he is a joker in class and he is pissing someone off with his nice little jokes. I am not the guy who was pissed by his jokes, he wun care about me cuz to him, I'm just a typical nerd. Z will always seek help from others. If u ask me, I think he is plain LAZY!.

Secondly, A guy named Y, who really behaved like my senior you li. CRAP!! He is really acting like one, his actions, the things he said. He WILL always remind me of the past. Lastly, there is this guy named X. He LOVES~~ attention!! He will always make stupid calls like "Yahoo~" and he really think EVERYONE of us enjoyed it. Maybe he thinks that he can't be notice by us. Oh yeah, EVERYONE loves that stupid call.

Phew~ I love to suan people. =). By the way, Reader's digest is really a good book to improve your english. Love it.

I hate to kiss or to be kissed by girls with lipsticks. I hate lipsticks.

2006-07-22T16:41:00.000-07:00

What a Boring week. I guess u guys know the reason la. lOlz. Ok so last night i went to my ah ma hse becuz my cousin...HAVE GRAD FROM UNI~~!!..wooo. I also want to wear that Uni grad uniform....Then saw my smaller cousins. lolz, both of them same height as each other. The younger cousin was younger by 3 yrs old but was same height as the other. His cca is badminaton leh..lolz! Then they beg me to bring them out to buy things. So i did. Wah, really cant tahan, they so active. No wonder i dun want to have children. Somemore i dunno how to scold children de. SEE! i so GOOD!!! wahaha.

Then my aunt fetch us home. Wah i like her car sia, the inside of the car was cool. But I still refer other cars. As a matter of fact, i do have one in mind. =)

Well, i observe how she drive, hahaha. Quite funny leh, cuz she is very "careful". HA! so do YOU still wanna drive? lolz. Gals drive too careful liao la. Oh, and i also have decided what to buy liao, though itiz still early, but i figured THAT will be the best gift of all. =T

A sudden urge for a Hp......lolz..

2006-07-16T23:57:00.000-07:00

lolz. I seem to be crazy these few days. I not being myself. ha. Ok..today rite, i wanna tok abt memories again. Lolz. Went to play bball, saw hui jie also. Haiz..once again, we tok abt the past. Ahhh..then i rmb the only time that i was soo touched in my sec sch life. Well, cuz my seniors damm strict de ma. So when i was sec one, all of us kinda scare of our seniors. Then i rmb that when we were inside the dizi room, we were told to practice ourselves first before louis come back and test us. Then i damm slow de ma, cant play well. Then, ha..zy they all come teach me. Lolz. They were saying :" relax. I teach u how to play, very easy de la. Slowly, take ur time." Stuffs lidat la. It was said by all of them, not juz one. I was soooo touched lor. Almost cried sia. lolz. hai..memories back then are so precious now. I know that i cant hope to have the same kind of frens in poly cuz its either much more worst or much more better.

Those memories will be my laughter and smile if i am sad or unhappy. =)

2006-07-09T23:34:00.000-07:00

Ah....haiz. So feel like falling in love after hearing songs by Air Supply. I feel like having a loving and serious relationship. Sob..but there is no doors open to me. Oh well, I am down with my luck and i still gotta live on. Lolz but i not despo for love also la. Ha..not that i cant survive without gals. Haiz, tml will be another week in poly, sian. Hmm, it will be two wks since i lost my hp soon.

"Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river."

2006-07-07T23:15:00.000-07:00

Went to have lunch with richmond they all after school. Well it was damm qiao to meet up with them cuz i dun have hp. Ha. Otherwise i would have gone back home. Sian also, they were toking abt maple. Dotz.

Then went to eastpoint with derrick, it's good to be rich. Lolx. I bought jelly. WAhaha. Very nice de k. Hmm then I heard from shuang ying saying that kai shi sae she miss me. Wahaha. Wonder how long it have been for someone to sae that she miss me. Lolz! It feels good to hear that. But of cuz la. Frens only la.

HAiz..looks like i gotta wait for a very long time le....

2006-07-06T23:40:00.000-07:00

Yea yea yea~ i know i'm ugly. U dun have to rub it with salt. Furthermore,I know that i'm short. I'm hurt!!! Ya i am cute too..damm cute rite? Oh~ "cute" as in..ke lian mei ren ai rite!? What the heck!! Ok firstly i know my hair style sux. But sooner or later, I WILL CHANGE IT!! but not now cuz i am at the peak of laziness. Secondly i am short..ok..THAT is something i want to change, but i cant do much so i WILL drink milk, LOTS of it plus jump more while playing bball. I know it may be late, but better late than never. I am freaking out. If anyone wants a tall bf..go hug a tree and if anyone wants a shuai bf, so buy comic books and hug those "shuai ge', treat them like gold and make sure u call them darling and tell them how much u love them. If u are luckily, MAYBE it will reply u. HA!

Anyway, sometimes i really hate it when people TRY to be kind with what they say when they dun even know HOW to say it, WHEN to say it, and WHAT to say. So pls dun think by being kind, is a good thing cuz u are just beating around the damm bush. It depends on the situation.

LEARN AND THINK, people!!!

2006-07-05T15:39:00.000-07:00

Felt feverish this morning with a back ache. Haiz. Must be someone's virus pass it to me. lolz. Still coughing like crazy. Anyway, took bus home, saw joshua chia, lolz. Then went i reach the bus stop where i used to take bus 38. Hmm saw ppl from nas. Ha..memories..memories..and there's alot of regrets too. =T. I rmb when i was still wearing short pants, lolz playful and childish. Then the long pants. wahaha..all the fun and laughter. It was nice.

Haiz..feeling more sick and disgusted with gals nowadays. Cuz when i was on the bus, i overheard a few gals chatting about boys. LOOK AT HER FACE!! so lame and yet she dare to sae that she confirm will succeed in snatching away some boy. Tsk!! poor guy. i pity that guy sia. Lolz. and this goes to show that the guy they tokin abt is also..HA! nth much at all. Must be a freak. Then this morning, i was taking the lift down. Oh man!! i wonder why sia. there was this couple who were inside the lift with me la. And when i see them, i feel disgusted. I think i know why le....=.= its not their fault..but mine..=)

Oh well..i m still phoneless and i m getting used to it.

2006-07-03T05:22:00.000-07:00

haiz sian. Why so boring de ar my life!?! SOME guys can do without gals! Argh~! Troublesome creatures..unpredictable. What the heck....

Went out todae. Oh MY God!! thx to my wonderful comics...i believe my expectations WENT HIGHER!!..Argh..ok so i am not any better also..but itiz too late. It went up. =T

BORING~~!!!!!

2006-06-28T08:39:00.000-07:00

Haiz. With the death of my classmate, i'm back to square one again. Cuz my another grp member he kinda joining the indian grp liao lor. Haiz. He's an indian ma. Oh well, Few more months to bear before o's. I dunno how much i can change for my results. Haiz and speaking of results, lolz i fail all my papers. Cuz i only have 3 subjects which is written papers ma. But i fail all sia. sian lor. I really think that I am wasting my time here in tp. I dun like tp. I just wish that time will stop so i dun have to go through all these craps. Lolz, I am a weak person. I'm a virgo k. My character like girl lidat. lolz. =T haiz.

Ok..then after school, there was this event which will show us abt the electives we will be choosing when we in yr3. But what the heck la, to me, it's just a waste of my time. So i just pon lor. Instead i went to the library, haiz now i rmb why i dun like to go to the library. Cuz i gotta bend my head to see those words so tiring and i dun even know how to find good books to read de. lolz. Hmm seeing how others is get along, i envy them lor.

Haiz..really dunno if i am wasting my time ma...=T

I'm clueless

2006-06-24T02:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm. I heard a news last night. Haiz. One of my group members, Died in a car accident. =T. Well I thought this was only a joke or i have read wrongly...but i was wrong. Haiz. Damm it sia. Life is so precious. Every min, every second could be the last moment of ur life. Even though i dun really know him well. I felt sad for him cuz he's only a few yrs older den me. There's alot of things i bet he still havent do yet. haiz.

Here's a problem with humans, they always say that they will cherish this..cherish that. But i dun really think they meant what they sae. They gotta feel the taste of losing before they can really realise. Maybe i really should just act on my emotions, and do what i want. We may live long, but time fly past us very quickly. So do what u feeling like doing, do what u really wanna do, dun let ur pride, ur worries take over u. Cuz u will never know when is your last n final breath. =)

So that is what i will do. Juz living my own life. Cuz living itself, is a punishment. It's not easy to live.

The wind is blowing...

2006-06-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hmm woke up damm early this morning just to complete the selection of the subjects. Damm waste of time. But i chose psyco, jap, tourism and social de. Hmm..hope can get into the first one..=)

Then went back to slp. ZZzzZ

Went out to have lunch. Lolz. Saw sy mf they all. Ok..now i can REALLY understand how mf felt about somethings le. Dunno to sae she is DAMM lucky...or UNlucky. =T. Hmm, haiz. Realised what a big bastard i am. I m really too imature liao la. How can u move into the next stage when u dun even have much things to sae. Maybe the timing wasnt right. I must be too anxious liao. Haiz. Some things may look good, but if itiz not urs, it really is not urs. No point forcing liao la. I'll juz try my best then. =)

I should open my eyes bigger and wait for that timing =)..

Misery love me.....

Kaze.......

2006-06-22T01:57:00.000-07:00

What a night. =) I had another nice and bad dream. Lolz cuz it somehow remind myself that i am a bad guy and the genting trip =). And of cuz, i slpt well.

Hmm before i slp. I was thinking some bastard who is so lucky and my life la. Hmm, My life is certainly not a good one. I am like bird kept inside a big cage which is a "fake world". I dun think that there will be understanding what i am trying to sae. Nvm. And that bastard, hmm..well he is enjoying some love from his darling. What the hell, Got rejected not long ago and have a relationship soon?!. What a LUCK! crap....=T

Someone made me felt what is the taste of the feeling when u really like someone few yrs ago. She is nice and cute. Well but sadly it was one-sided la. LOlz! So..that feeling of love, of chemistry. *poof* gone or maybe being covered by my laziness. And in the same time, i gotta know someone else who is so special to me. Well i m not going to say much cuz that will be save for the future. There's one thing that is confirm, I was never really love by other people. And right now, here I am, complaining how heaven is treating me, Cuz itiz really unfair! I dun even know what the hell i am doing now. I dun even know where is that feeling i felt few yrs ago.

Should i go for it?

Or let my laziness take control of me?

2006-06-20T11:41:00.000-07:00

It was cold for these few days. I liked it. It is because that is the same as what i felt in my heart. =T

Anyway, went to play Dota with richmond they all again. It was raining and i bet my slippers will make me fall down sooner or later. Hard as it is, I can't bear to throw away my slippers. =T. Then I went home early to change my clothes, cuz going out with kaki, gina and hui jie. Haiz. Three of them damm quiet!! and i gotta talk and talk, as if like i am a clown. =T. Oh well, better than keeping quiet. Went to watch R.V. Lolz ok la that show, funny but kinda sian also. Very typical type of movies u watched.

Haiz, there is alot of things i think i shld make clear. Haiz, this blogging stuff is not gonna work. There's alot of things that can never be express by THIS! I'm weak in expressing myself.

Kaze

" The only way to live a good life is to act on your emotions. "

By Trowa

2006-06-18T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hmm sian! Got the letter from the MOE le. Ok..so itiz decided liao lor. HAiz! i scare la...wait i go there like so DAMM WEIRD!! =T

Anyway, Went to yh hse again. Haiz his hse de location really dun have much ppl de walking around de leh. Like in the middle of nowhere. =T. But windy also. =). LOlz i go his hse freeload. wahaha. Ok la looks like alot ppl got celebrate fathers' day. =T my family did not la. Sian not interested also. Den while walking home, SIAN! i saw an couple, they so mushy, freaky. I also wan a cute gf..LOLZ!!! BUT too bad la. NO ONE LIKE.............me this shuai ge =T

I love to say "Troublesome"

2006-06-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

HA, what a dream i had last nite. It was a nitemare. In the dream, i was in a warmth looking house, with 3 person smiling very kindly. I was was warmly welcomed. But, It is still a nitemare. =)

Anyway, i went out with perc ppl again. LOlz to play lan. SO FUN!! bloody hell. lolz. laugh n laugh. =). Hmm how can ppl wish that guys will have de "pain". Dotz de lor, guys also have a "pain" that gals wun understand de lor..=T.

WHAT?! Weird people....................

2006-06-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cuz I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven

That I'll ever be

And I don't wanna go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breath is your life

Cuz sooner or later its over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

I don't want the world to see me

Cuz I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything seems like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

I don't want the world to see me

Cuz I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

Ok that was a song lyric from Ronan Keating, Iris. So nice, kinda suit me. Anyway was doing math todae. Den went to play bball with yh. Haiz, dunno leh the more i tink abt it, the more i felt as though i kana cheated. I noe itiz nothing de la. But i still felt that way. Haiz.

2006-06-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

kekekeke..What a day ytd was. Lolz. Picked up a 2 dollar note. AND it, i tink kinda give me bad luck. =T

ANyway, rush to meet kai wen n chu to eat lunch. Saw gina n her mom. dotz lor, we two so lag. =/

HAiz. Regret leh. What the hell lor. Wanna sae alot of things de.......but.......no chance. =/. Cuz i rather sit down and chat. Then went to meet up with yh they all. Went to play lan. LOlz so funny. hahahah alot of stupid tings. Then went to yh hse todae. Sian leh, his house really in the middle of nowhere!!!

Sanranheyo?? =/

2006-06-11T10:58:00.000-07:00

Hmm, haiz juz finish watching guess guess guess not long ago. Haiz sad lor. Ah ya going overseas to study dunno for how long. Shld be one yr. Very shocked lor when i heard the news. Come to think of it, I have been watching that show since i was young lor, like 5, 6yrs lidat liao. Then even the host they all also like very weird. Really very sad ar!!! Haiz!!

Anyway, Lolz. I had a nice dream. But itiz for awhile only. LOLZ!!! When to yh hse to slack. Watch those funny videos and play bball. Lolz so lame!! i so freaky!! =)

Something is wrong with me....

2006-06-10T10:39:00.000-07:00

hmm, lolz funny de leh. Anyway, i did nth todae, simply just trying to waste time. Then when the skies look like as though it will rain..omg i was so nervous! lolz. cuz i waited for so long to play ball. But ya la. Did went to play. Lolz not bad ar i todae. =) got cool moves. lolz. Most important is that, i think i grow taller liao. Yeah. Same height ask kai wei. Lolx!! Tml morning going to play with my bball frens. =)

Hmm..haiz. Alot of things really cant stay the same sia. =T. Humans really very weird leh. I heard recently that my fren broke up again liao. What the hell sia. As if playing game lidat. I want also dun have la. Yet they treat it like rubbish, keep throwing away. Really sia. There are alot of WEIRD ppl around. oh well........=T

The wind...is blowing....

2006-06-05T03:38:00.000-07:00

haiz, Just finish my math paper todae. Dotz lor. What else can i still say sia? I really wanna get out of there. Very tired. I really have no idea what kind of person i shld be sia. Sad and lonely? or try to act cheerful? haiz sian de lor. My class, really damm bloody boring. haiz. And that bloody ben is still angry, Wad the hell, wad a asshole. Really feel like slapping him. He really dunno what he is thinking sia. Does anyone have the slightest idea what the hell they are thinking or doing?! sian sia! So many weird ppl lor. WEIRDOs!!

I just cant stop complaining about my life now. It sux.

2006-05-30T02:52:00.000-07:00

ok..I continue from where i stop.

Hmm, When we got there, we set up our tents ar. And play stupid games. lolz. Ok la. Got one game was to design some clothing using papers, den i got chosen. Dotz lor. Look like pokemon lor my head. haiz. But..whahaha, then next they have to carry me across the lagoon. LOLZ!! i felt like a king =D. Well, i m already emperor liao anyway. =p. Then had dinner, yucks lor. My grp de ppl made me become more fussy with food. wahaha. Cuz the food really sux. When night came, woah, kinda nice leh. With the stars and the ships' lights. Cool! =). Then everyone gotta walk alone along some path. So lame. waste time nia. Then camp fire. After that, my grp played cards together, chat, and so lame, everyone keep saying i like si shan. =.=.

DOTZ!!

hmm, si yuan jian, snore so loud. I cant slp at all. then hmm..morning came. Saw sunrise, it was nice lor. Played tug of war. Waste my energy again. haiz. den..a big rain came. I got soaked like crazy, so cold lor. The wind was strong. Yeah wadeva, they can do wad they want. =/. After so LONG, finally the rain stopped and we packed up, ready to get back to the main land!! FINALLY!

I found out almost everyone have been acting strangely. I dunno what to comment also. Dotz. I just carried on slping. I slpt alot! Then todae, i overslpt and miss my lab test. Haiz, sian de leh. Gotta take mc n stuffs. I really dun understand anything at all. Really feel like quitting. haiz.

What a freaky life i m having.

I wonder why....

2006-05-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hmm went to Adventure Club de camp. Dotz. 3 days 1 night. Haiz. Damm tired sia. I m in the same grp of all the nas who joined AC. lolz. not bad ar. Hmm, so it was ytd la, i rush to catch bus 8, and surprising, i saw si shan. Wahaha, she dun act her age de leh. Character like children lidat. very cute la. but also abit cant tahan. Cuz is like wonder why she wanna be lidat. Talking is like singing lidat also. -.-.

Then rich and yuan jian waited for us outside. Ok, had breakfast den took bus to the port there. Kinda shiok la. Cuz can take boat again. lolz keep taking photos. The sea was great lor.

Well todae rained a haevy rain at there. ahh..i tired liao..next time den write ba..

2006-05-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hmm. what can i sae abt that mr blender. I really cant tahan him. i just wan to suan him. ok nvm.

Hmm this wk i have been studying for test. Sian sia. confirm die like dunno wad de. =/. Then todae went for the adventure club ting. Lolz..ok la..QUITE fun. at least all the nas ppl who joined AC is same grp. =). Lolz, den got ppl sae i have a very creative mind. Cuz i suggested gd ideas lor. Den he sae itiz a waste that i nv join creative classes..wahahaha. =D

Ok..Oh ya. Todae tp had CCN dae. which i dunno wad it means. But there are alot of stalls. Selling all kinds of tings from thumb drives to bubble tea. LOlz lame. There was one stall with a game which u have to put out the fire from the candles with a water gun. LOlz lame lor. If me i shoot tat guy which kept talkin crap. Wahaha, den i walk abt with yh. Wah lao eh!! cuz alot of ppl ma..then the crowd cant move much. Then suddenly, got someone ask we wan to buy cookies ma. EH! shocked me sia. CUz i tot she is some normal ppl who bought the cookies. Wahaha she cunning leh, she use the chance to ask ppl buy. Cuz lidat rite, we cant run away ma. wah lao! lolz!!

2006-05-23T05:44:00.000-07:00

Ok, now i m anti social liao. Lolz!. I dunno how to mix with ppl liao. haiz so sian and ma fan. Todae i was so happy becuz the subject that i hated the most, ended early!! yeah! the lesson din even last for 20mins. shiok ar!! I was the first one to get out of the class. =)

Ahh..then i am facing some cca trouble. My cca crash with my tuition timing leh. sian leh! But i think i will be quitting soon la. Cuz i cant let it affect my tuition timing. I cant stay in this bloody course for long. Cuz i hate it. Then i saw yh, so we walk home together, studied abit and eat dinner. Lolz! so lame lor. we are talking abt the past again..wahahaha. So fun it was lor back then. I tink no one can really understand except us. =). Well, so if in the future, I become damm unhappy with my bloody course again or feel so lonely, I will tink back of the past. So as to keep me going on!! wahaha. yup, itiz not that i dun have frens, it is juz that my poly classmates are not the same type as me. Damm wish to go back to the past, even it is juz reviewing..i also wun mind. =)

2006-05-19T08:08:00.000-07:00

LOLZ! talking abt freaks!! I today somehow observed that guy. Wah lao. he is getting more and more obvious liao. I tink i shld call him.." MR BLENDER "!! lolz! He TRIED to laugh with other ppl de jokes. I dun even tink wad is so funny abt it sia. So lame. Like as if trying to show that he is THERE! freaky lor him. I cant tahan him leh. I really feel like asking him why is he doing all these sia. Freak!

Anyway, I still dun like my class, they like on tv lidat. Acting. Lolz! ok la i tink too much. Wadeva i also dun even wanna care. Then went to play bball with ws they all. Haiz. They sae we are like the show "yong bu yan bai" sia. Like a bunch of losers trying to win. Damm them la. They all so tall. So gay, i foul abit den sae ok but actually inside his heart he not happy. Dun play bball better ma. Oh well, cant be bothered also. If is my last time de team members play with them...heh heh heh, They will cry sia.

Oh ya..someone so cheeky sia. Last time keep saying she not princess, den IN THE END!! sae she princess..=.= LOLZ!! =)

2006-05-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

Haiz! Poly life is ABIT fun la. My class. HEH!! really so sian to me la. Haiz got one person..who i mentioned before that he always like to follow ppl around de. Lolz! i today right, have been eyeing on him. Lolz! so obviously tat he have nth to sae to me lor. wahaha i dun even noe wad is the problem but he like dun dare to say anyting to me also. Well, or maybe juz dun wan to tok to me. I dunno why sia. I so guai, and yet he still TRY to mix with those ppl who not as guai as me. What a lamer he is sia! I feel like suaning him and jacking him sia! He is such a freak! Cuz todae i purposely sit between him and the guys he have been trying to BLEND IN..he have nth to sae sia! lolz..SO DAMM QUIET!!..den after we walking to other class..he is tryin to stick to ppl LIKE GLUE! Freaky lor him. My face appear to be smiling happily but in my mind, i feel like suaning him sia!

Then after my lessons i went to meet richmond for the Adventure Club practice. Haiz. So boring, we did the 5 stations. like Nafa lidat lor. =/. Den when it finish..it was too late to go tuition liao lor. Haiz, next wk got 2.4km or 4km run, confirm will crash again sia. What to do lor!!
Then i also sign up for the camp! DOTZ!! it will crash with my next wk english tuition!! sian la!! i dunno what to do. I dun really dare to tell my tutor abt it. Haiz! I know the best way is to quit the cca, but i dun feel like quitting leh! HAIZ!! TROUBLES AR!!

2006-05-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

Haiz!..doushite?! Why?!

I still dunno what to sae abt my class sia. Weird sia! Anyway i went to the jap culture club. I was quite happy la cuz THIS is the only thing in tp tat i willing and interested to do. BUT! i was wrong. It sux too. So after i knew how sucky it was. I suddenly had a feeling. An uninterested feeling for everything. Haiz!. So there i was, sitting in the lecture hall listening and kept on asking myself " why?! Why am I at there!?!! " haiz.

The whole damm thing ended around 8pm. Yong xian was waiting for me. Sorry ar!!. Then we walk all the way to safra there to take bus. Haiz. damm tiring lor! Finally i reached home. I went to meet him again to ask him math and to treat him drinks la. See i so gd. =) lolz!

Well sian la! I nv eat dinner at all. =/ My tuition and Adventure club de timing crash sia..TELL ME WAD I SHLD DO?! haiz....And i still SUX at math!!

2006-05-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

Hmm..went to watch movie with yh zy and chia. Before i n yh get there, we took bus 292. And which i saw a big sister and a little bro. woah. All i can sae is that the little bro is a lucky guy. Cuz her sister care for him. He was slping ma, den she let him lie on her laps. I bet he has been slpin for a long time liao, his sister legs..confirm numb like crazy lor.

O..k. what a lame show. Hmm..my ah ma is staying over tonite..and i must let her my bed de rite? so...i tink is sofa nite liao. Nvm..must get use to it cuz maybe my wife will chase me out to slp sofa....LOLZ.!!

2006-05-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hmm firstly i want to say that if u hate me, just let me know or tell me abt it k? so i will be able to change or keep note of my behaviour ma. =). If u dun want to sae anyting, then make sure u act like as if nth happen.

Anyway i spent my day watching vcd, Doing hw( lolx i so guai ), and play ball. So lame lor. Ben angry with me for no reason. I dun even noe wad i do sia. so lame. Oh well. Nvm de la. I dunno why i negative with so many tings and so positive abt frens sia. Hmm..well cuz i tink when i leave them, i tink they will be happier cuz they dun have to tahan my weird character. lolz. Wadeva, i dun mind.

I'm used to being a loner anyway.

2006-05-12T09:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm..went out with yh, kaki and gina. O..k..Abit sian la. cuz like nth much to sae to those two gals. I was only crapping all the way sia.

Anyway went to meet up with yh to eat lunch. wah lao eh! We dragged the time and was late. -.-
Sorry to the two gals sia. =p. Mostly is yh's fault. wahaha.

Then after seeing how "black" kaki's face is, i told yh to explain cuz is his fault. Then i seize the chance and go check the timing. Hahaha, i abit on purpose de. Lolz! Cuz must let yh explain by himself. =p. Then the show was at 5.30pm lidat, we waited like crazy. Both of us, yh and me, lolz we are so freaky.

Hahaha, then the show POSEIDON, hmm..itiz a rather nervous kind of show la. But i was like laughing. Well i dunno how to explain la. LAME JIU DUI LE!!
Then we went tmall to have dinner. Lolx! We started tokin abt poly life. O..k..They agreed that my poly life is the most cham de. Really hard to mix or find frens sia! Then we go find wai chu. LOlz so lame lor. she was working ma. Den i act coughing and shouted her name. wahaha!! so obvious sia!

Then we walked abit. I n yh walked home together. Hmm..hahahah along the way we were like saying abt the past. How freaky percussion was. Ahhh..all those memories, so nice so fun lor. We talked abt who got angry before. lolz almost everyone lor! Then we went under the HDB blk to chat again abt the past. HAhaha!!

We talked abt lots of tings. We even tok abt the gals we like. but..haiz tat topic din last long. Cuz both of us...kana rejected by the gals we like lor. It was a sad topic. So we changed. =)

Hmm..firstly ar. To tink back abt the past was really very fun. And it was also fun when u start to know some new frens lor. I rmb my first sentence to kylie was :" Do u have a marker pen??" hahaha i tink she must be thinkin that i am a weird person? hahaha. And of cuz still got some other ppl la. But well...hmm..things change la...i tink is my fault la.

Understand it firstly before u decide...

2006-05-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

Hmm. poly poly poly. haiz!

Went to the library to read Garfield. LOLX! so funny. I have been doing that for quite alot of days le. =). Then waited in the library while watching NbA, cuz going to attend the cca i sign up de talk. Haiz boring lor. I dun wan to join that cca liao. I rather join others sia.

Sian, tml got tuition, and confirm will have test de. Die lor. I confirm fail de. Wth!

2006-05-08T05:23:00.000-07:00

Oh Yeah!~

Guess what sia!! lolz! I m offically loner again in my class. The batch of guys that i somehow walk together with them de rite. They already formed their own grp sia! With their own topic, i tried to blend in...but it was useless. Cuz i also dunno what to sae lor. Lolz! really leh. I exist or not, like no difference. Oh what the hack! I juz wan to concentrate on o's. So right now, i also dunno who else i can blend with le. =/ sian.

Then went to teach cheryl poa with yh. So tired. haiz. Stupid report that i must do!

2006-05-07T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hmm. Went for tuition this morning. Forgot to bring my wallet and gotta walk all the way back home again. Blur me. -.-

Well, i think my tutor is a british. lolz. sian leh. Then after the lesson, i got to know one guy. Hmm, he invitied me to his house to take math notes. Cuz same math tuition ma. And..kinda weird leh. He sae i handsome and cute. -.-. Den how come no gal will like leh?. And he carried on saying tat the gals must be blind. Lolz!! Even though he sae these tings. but well..i felt tat maybe he dunno me much la. Cuz i m a bad guy after all..=/

Hmm, I kinda scared that he is gay. Lolz. but i doubt so la. Dun tink so much better. lolz. Then went to richmond hse. And saw hui jie. lolz so qiao. he was on the lift that i missed. hmm..ok then nth much la. Still feel very sad for what have happened la.

There is no one by my side.
U are not there.

2006-05-05T06:40:00.000-07:00

Haiz headache. For the past few days of poly, I have been trying to cope. What the hell man!

Had new classmates. Haiz, right now in my class are a mixture of students from india and china. =/. And TWICE!! i was mistaken by people that i am from china.

Oh well..=/

For the past few days, I have been struggling with the stupid drawing. Damm sucky!! However, saw lots of people like some of my primary school frens. Lolz! they changed so much but i was not sure whether it was them or not. =/. And of cuz, got quite alot of pretty and cute girls. haiz. But in poly, hmm for gals la, if u dun wan to have a relationship but at the same time u want to know more boys..U should join poly. cuz poly hard to have relationship de. And also hard to find frens. Cuz it is like either u have lots of good frens or simply...no frens. haiz

Anyway went to bugis today to buy bag. haiz! so tired. tml must revise math.

JIA YOU LE!!

2006-04-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

This is my first day in poly and my first entry for my new blog. lolz. Well, same as always, the bus will always be packed with people. Even though i when early, the bus would be packed with people. So had to take a taxi, but even taking a taxi is difficult lor!!!

Then got lost while trying to find my class. lolz. my class people increased from 4 to 13 i tink. not bad lor. But still consist of more indians. =/. Lessons were.....o..k..la. cuz my lessons ended early at 1pm today. Went outside to eat. lolz den got to noe someone from nas who rite now is not in the same poly as me. lolz. so weird and "qiao". hahahaha.

Then went home to take some medicial record then went to bugis for check up. haiz so ma fan. Anyway i started to read english books. hmm..kinda nice to read. =). I shld be ready for studying o's soon.

tml lessons end at 5pm.....sian......